“God doesn’t owe us any miracles”

"i love this essay.it's really an eye opener for us all.i hope everybody in this world would read this essay...."


My former colleague gave me this booklet containing daily reflections on Bible readings. I’ve made it a habit to read said booklet before I go off to bed, in the hope that whatever i read there would somehow give me a good sleep. Today, I read something that totally jumped out of the book and into my mind. It may be one of the most powerful things I’ve ever read and should be my mantra for life. The message was simple:“God doesn’t owe us any miracles”Think about it real hard. In times that we’re really down and we feel absolutely no hope inside, what do we ask from The One Up There? A miracle. That somehow that last second shot from half-court will go through the hoops and give your team the championship. That somehow that impassioned speech you gave your boss will result in you being promoted, with a higher pay. That somehow the medicine you give to a sick relative will prevent death. That somehow whatever you’ve lost will come back to you.We pray for a miracle because we want things to go our way and we can go on our merry little lives, because we think we know that’s what He wants for us. We even go on bargaining mode just to get what we ask for, right? “I’ll give up my vices if you give me this”, or “I’ll be nicer to people if You do this for me”. But really, who are we to bargain? What exactly do we have that we dare to haggle with Him for that favor?If the miracle isn’t granted, most of the time, we resent Him for not giving it to us. We become angry at the world for the circumstance we find ourselves in. But here’s the thing: what if the miracle is already there? Though it's not exactly the one that you asked for, but it’s there right under your nose the whole time. Actually, you didn’t even have to ask for it.The way I see it, He already knows what will happen to you in the long run if He gave you what you asked for. So instead, He gives you a different kind of miracle because He knows that that will be better for you. It may be a hard pill to swallow at the present, but in the future, your life will probably turn out better than you could ever hope for it to be.When you don’t get what you ask for, it doesn’t mean that miracles don’t exist. You see, the miracle when you lost the game is that you learned humility, and next time you know you have to do better. The miracle when you didn’t get that promotion is that you realize you have to work harder for it. The miracle when the medicine didn’t work is that you learn to value life and so cherish the people around you more. The miracle when you lost something is accepting that He might not have meant for it to be yours in the first place.But I think the best miracle of all after anything bad happens to you, is the fact that you’re still standing. That you still get to wake up every morning for another chance to see what He has in store for you. That you’re still alive to discover that He has something better to give you. Yes, The One Up There doesn't owe us any miracles. And yet, He gives them freely everyday. We just don't notice because we're all waiting for something big to happen in our lives. What we don't know is that we have them everyday: in the people we meet, the things we do. And maybe, just maybe, the miracle is not something we have to see. Maybe the miracle is already inside each one of us, we just have to know it and thank Him for it.

LIFE...

"Life is travelled once...
today's moment will become
tomorrow's history...
enjoy every moment, good or bad..
coz the gift of life is...
life itself"

e2 ung winning quote na ginamit q b4... dun sa on the spot movie making contest.. nung... 09/03/2005 dun sa ptp grand eyeball,market market taguig.

kung saan nanalo aq nung headset coz aq nanalo e! wakokok... anyways... ung quote n yan originally made by my classmate nung 4th year high skul... here's a little essay about life.. its nice... maniniwala b kayo that it was made by a 12 yrs. old girl? hihi... anyways... e2 n po ung essay nia... enjoy reading...

"LIFE"

As something begins, something also ends. Life. As a child is born, at the very same moment, one dies. Life; what is this? Is it solid, liquid, or gas? Is it a gift or a curse? Is it an open book or a hidden veil? Is it beautiful or bitter? Maybe it can be both. If you ask me, life is having a purpose. It is not simply reading books or memorizing poems. It is not complex like a multi-layered equation. It is something more. It shows a sign of unpredictability. It may be a soft pillow or a tough rock. You are not sure what it is. It may also be a river. It is certain where it is going. Nevertheless, it is not impossible for a river to change directions or produce lagoons. It can give you fish, poison, or nothing. Nothing is what you get when you are too scared to risk a dip into that river. When I say having a purpose, am I certain of what my purpose is? No, not yet, but I must look for it. I must discover it. And if I don’t, at least I know one thing. I did not reach my goal. My life is as wasted as a thousand-dollar bill falling into a manhole. And what hurts the most is I know I have obtained only the least. I know obtained only a drop of water from the vast sea. I cannot feel any fulfillment. My heart sinks lower than the ground beneath me. I do not feel complete. Something is missing. There is more to life than just eating, living comfortably, settling your bank account, strolling with your dog or having luxurious parties. It is something more. It is about happiness and fulfillment because of completing something. It is your purpose. Even if you’re an inch from obtaining something, if you did not obtain it, you still won’t be able to feel contentment. There is disappointment. I have another thing to say, a single line can serve as a bridge to even the largest gaps. A single step can complete a long journey. A single thread can complete a dress. A single block can complete a puzzle. A single hair can complete a dog. A single thought can complete a man. And the single man can complete the world. You have a life. It has been proven a blessing if you know how to use it. It can be happy or bitter. It can be wasted or spent properly. Life has a purpose. If you find out your purpose and complete it, there is happiness. But is there fulfillment? Are you satisfied? Can it fill the hole questions have formed? As long as the puzzle of my life has missing pieces, I’m not satisfied. In life, I must set a goal, and then I will aim to reach it. Then, let’s presume that I have reached my goal. Does it satisfy me? Is it enough? No. I must find all the missing pieces of my puzzle. I must feel happiness and satisfaction. Only when I’m content can I feel happy. Only when I’m happy can see the beauty of life and I can say that I have obtained more than the least. And last but certainly not the least, only when I complete my purpose in life can I feel complete and it may serve as the last missing piece of the puzzle. You, have you completed your puzzle? If you have, good for you! But if not, I’m wishing you good luck!

Cry no more (i'll be there for you)

here i am alone in my bottle again....its kinda cold ryt now... and outside,i can hear the rain pouring into the ground... listening to the radio while i'm having my rest....

"Hear it is 4 o'clock in the morning

And you're banging on this door on

the pouring rain

Can't figure out why you stop calling

I can't stand and see your heart in

so much pain

why would anyone deceive you

Why would it put you through this game

But Kino's here to retrieve you

When your lost just call I'm under"

as the music plays... i can't stop thinking of her...

"When you wake up tomorrow morning (hmmm wake up tomorrow)

And discover the truth that you knew

(when it feels like)

When you feel like the sky is falling

I'll be there for you (yes I will, yeah)

Cry no more (Cry no more, cry no more)

Cry no more

Cry no more (Cry no more, cry no more baby, hey)

When nobody's left i'll be there for you "

i know deep inside she really needs her time alone...if i could just put my arms around her... and tell her that everythings gonna be alright...that no matter what... i'll only be here... just for her...to you my lovely pillow... i know ur mind is in trouble ryt now...pray at night and ask GOD

for signs upon making a big decision, pero kung nagkamali ka ng desisyon, and it is time to fall.. expect my helping hand to show up...

"When you think about the things

that you didn't do

When you think about the things

you always need

Never thought that this could ever

happen to you

You can have any man but I need you

Who's this woman that can't

stop crying

Woman in search of her self-esteem
Like a moon make you feels like dying

All you needed was someone

to confide in"

i'm holding my cellphone... but i can't txt her... i know... all she needs is her time alone....her... time... alone....

"when you wake up tomorrow morning (when you wake up tomorrow morning)

And discover the truth that you knew (when it feels like)

And when you feel like the sky is falling

I'll be there for you (yes I will baby baby)

Cry no more (Oh cry no more baby baby)

Cry no more (Sometimes it may feel like a little longer)

Cry no more (But I'm right here, I'm right there just look over your shoulder oh baby)

Cry no more (Hey, hey, hey yeah...)

Cry no more (Cry no more, cry no more baby baby)

Cry no more (I know I did you wrong,

but that doesn't mean I gave up on love for someone else)

Cry no more (Baby baby baby baby)

Cry no more (Hey, hey, ooohh)

Cry no more (Cry no more, cry no more, cry no more)

Cry no more (Cry no more, baby baby)

When nobody's left I'll be there for you (you, you, you, oooh, cry no more)

Cry no more..."

as the song ends.... i still can't stop thinking of her.....

pagtatalik ng lapis at papel...

hi i'm back sorry if d aq maxadu makapa sulat ng maayus d2 sa blog... actually madaming idea na pumapasok sa utak q... un nga lang i can't find the ryt words to write them... nahihirapan aq mag-sulat... ang pagtatalik ng aking lapis at papel... "pagtatalik ng lapis ng papel" ang lalim nuh?
kung inde nio gets... meaning n2 e.... "writing".. thnx to charm.. sa knya q nakuha ung term n yan... she's a poet.. and a very good one... here's a little something from miss charm lanuza.. hopefully tama ung surname nia wakekekek... ladies and gents miss charm lanuza...



"When poet says goodbye."

ang ikinikilos ng buwan ay tila
paratang sa akin.
habang lumuluha ng ulan ang langit,
ako'y nakakanlong sa lilim ng aking isipan.
Nag-iisang muli,
nangungulila sa haplos ng ilang
lumang pagkakataon.
may hiwaga sa simula ng iyong alaala.
ang titig na inililipat ko sa titik
ay binura ng hangin at nilimot ng gabi,
hindi kinaya ng liwanag.
paano ko masasabi ngayon na hindi ka pagkakamali?
ikinulong kita sa sakop kong alapaap,
at niligawan mo ang luha upang hindi tumulo.
nagtagumpay ka sa pag-angkin ng umaga.
akin ang oras.
akin ang galak ng mga santo.
ngunit ang halik ay patagong pamamaalam.
ika'y lumayo.ako'y huminto.
huwag na natin simulan ang nagtatapos pa lamang.
lumipad ka na,
at iwan ako.
yakap ko na ang isang kisapmata.

Collide...

i wanna dedicate this post to pillow.. thank you sa company mo... it really mean a lot to me...
sa mga advices.. paalala...sweet tong taong to... super concern kahit oldies na.... pero bait bait talga wala q masabi... hopefully someday mag meet tayo.. para makita q kung ganu ka kataba wahahahahaha!!! maraming maraming salamat po! ^^,

Song: Collide
Artist: Howie day

here's a little artwork that i've made inspired by the song collide...

to have a better view please click the link below...

http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g6/franzredflame/pt.jpg

yeah..

Wew... sleepy franz... hehehe... I was so drunk last nyt... ang sarap uminom.. ang sarap lumimot... ang sarap I set aside nung problema... haysss.... I should say may tama talga aq kagabi... medyo tipsy n din .. actually gusto q pa uminom.. kaso control q lang sarili q.. kasi 7am duty q ngaun.....
ang kulet ng pulutan namin kagabi.. chippy,mr. Chips, piattos, lumpia., kwek-kwek, mani, saka nilagang itlog ng pugo... hahahaha.. ang kulet parang picnic lang eh nuh... 9:09 am here.. and medyo nanlalambot aq... gusto q talga ma2log pa hehehehe... mamaya mag post ulet aq! Hahahaha!! vv :)

Cool iPhones...

wew sana merun ako n2.. hahaha!! check this out guys!

blue morning... ^_^

whew.. 6:30 am.. lumabas aq ng shop... sa labas ng bote... wew.... everything is blue... ang ganda

ng view... sayang wala akong cam para ipakita q sa inyo ung cnasabi q... ang lamig... brrrrrrrr....

and ung ubo q.. inde cia naiigi.. =(

anyways.. restday q pala ngaun.. malling kami ni chris ungas... mamaya! wew! (malling nga wala

naman bibilhin ^_^)

gtg n q.. bb!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaastig video!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! ang daming tao ngaun hahahaha!!! by the way

para dun sa mga fellow pt players q.. para sa inyo to'.... ang hirap pala talga

kumuha ng interview! hahahahaha!!

Yan kasi wak matigas ulo... ^0^

The Balbal

The sky was dark that night. My cousin Aliyah, younger sister Insi and me were talking about ghosts and other elementals. It was still 8 p.m. in the evening but our parents forbade us to go out at night except if it is really needed and when it has something to do with our studies. Our favorite topics is about monsters, ghosts (from other people's mouths). Aliyah and Insi were really getting scary when I told them about my experience in our previous house where I caught an image of a soul in my cellphone while I was taking my pictures. I kept it from everyone, especially that I lost my cellphone and I couldn't present them any proof. None of them questioned my story since they know I've had may experience with ghosts before.
When we ran out of stories to tell, Insi noticed that the light in my mother's room was turned off which only meant that she's not there. We looked for her and found her outside the house, at the garden. She was relaxing outside, sitting comfortably in a wooden chair facing the calm sea. From there, we could see the third floor porch of a house/lodging house. On the very top of the house, there was a small nipa hut where the head keeper of the house stays. I talked to her once. She's a thin, 40-year old widow with two sons studying and living at the city. I asked why she chose to stay at that small hut even if it's dangerous. But she just told me that it's fresh there and she could look down at all of the houses in the community.
After some jokes, my mom asked us why we went out. It's dangerous, she said, because it's a full moon. We just laughed it off but we were scared deep in our hearts. I told her that she should also go inside if its dangerous. My cousins laughed at my remark. My mom chuckled and looked at me, telling me nothing could scare her even if its a big monster because she has a powerful protector, her FAITH.
Just then, the three of us stopped laughing. My sister suddenly asked about "balbal". (note: "balbal" is what we call flesh-eating creatures, humans that turns into monsters at night, and become stronger in the full moon. I'm not an American, I came from the Philippines.) My mom, with a slight surprise and warning in her face, told her (also at us) to avoid saying that word or else "it" will find us, Aliyah and Insi were terrified, and turned to them and explained that once you say "balbal" the first time, the balbal will feel it and became alert, the second time you say "balbal" it will turn its head left, the third, it will turn its head right and would get ready to fly to finally go in the direction "it" felt the word. The more you call its name, the easier it will find you.
After I explained it to them, we heard a small noise from the bushes near us. I became alert, as well as both of my sisters. My eyes became alert, eyeing every movement I could see. My eyes set out at the small nipa hut on the top of the lodge house. I saw a figure move outside the house. Since it was dark, I couldn't tell who it was. I told this to my companions, all of them looked up at the place. I didn't know what was happening but I could feel something "not right" would appear in our very eyes. There was a small post standing at the middle (I assumed) of the place. The figure moved there. We watched as it moved in a languid motion, weak and slow. The figure stopped and faced at our house. I feared that the figure might see us but curiosity took over me instead of telling my companions to go inside the house. I looked at our house, and I saw that on top of our house, the moon, very big, round and yellowish, was there opposite to the direction of the figure. I looked back at the figure. Its head was arched back and his/her hands were raised like as though it was doing some ritual.
I felt more afraid than I had been in my entire life. Before I could talk, I heard my mom suggest that we should go inside our house now because we have disturbed someone. I could see her eyes staring fierce at me, my cousin and my sister. I was curious about why she did that.
When we were ready to sleep, my cousin told us something that made me secretly angry at her and probably the reason why we saw the figure earlier. She told us that after mom explained to them about the balbal, she tried saying it many times until we saw that figure. With a calm voice, I told her that its dangerous to disturb those who do not want to be disturbed, you may regret it later.
As for me, I have a suspicion who that figure was but I decided to keep it to myself. We were lucky enough it didn't do to us something horrible. The person I'm suspecting avoided me after that, after few months, I found out that that person had already left.

A LOVE STORY...

A Love Story...


This is a story from University of the Philippines (Diliman) about a young
college girl who passed away last month....





Her name was Summera. She was hit by a dumper truck. She had a boy friend named Arif. Both of them were true lovers. They always hung on the phone.


You could never see her without her cell phone. In fact she also changed
her phone from Smart to Globe, so both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost and get good network coverage. She spent half of the day talking with Arif. Summera's family knew about their relationship.


Arif was very close with Summera's family. (Just imagine their love).


Before she passed away she always told her friends "If I pass away please bury me with my hand phone" she also said the same thing to her parents.







After her death, people couldn't carry her coffin, I was there. A lot of
them tried to do so but still couldn't, everybody including me, had tried to carry the coffin, the result is still the same. Eventually, they called a Feng Shui Master. He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.


After a few minutes, he said "this girl misses something here". Then her
friends told the Master about her intentions to bury her with her phone.


He then opened the coffin and places her phone and SIM card inside the
casket. After that they tried to carry the coffin. It could be moved and
they carried it into the van easily. All of us were shocked. Summera's
parents did not inform Arif that Summera had passed away. After 2 weeks


Arif called Summera,s mom.



Arif:"I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me.


Dont tell Summera that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her." Her


mother replied..... "You come home first, I wanna tell you something very


important." after he came, they told him the truth about Summera.


Arif thought that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said


"don't try to fool me - tell Summera to come out, i have a gift for her


Please stop this nonsense". Then they showed him her grave. He said...


"It's not true. We spoke yesterday. She still calls me.


Arif was shaking. Suddenly, his phone rang. "See this is from Summera,
see this..." he showed the phone to Summera,s family. All of them told him to answer. He talked using the loudspeaker mode. All of them heard his conversation. Loud and clear, no cross lines, no humming. It was the actual voice of Summera & there was no way others could use her SIM card since it was nailed inside the coffin. They were so shocked and asked for the Feng Shui Master's help again. The Master brought his co-masters to solve this matter. He & his co-masters worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing...

Globe has the best coverage. Where ever you go, their network follows. =D










(hahahahahaha!!!!)

daan lang..

daan lang aq ngaun d2.. ang hirap gumising ngaung umaga waaaa!! arf! arf! arf! yeah... may ubo ako ngaun huhuhu... 7 am duty q... and from our house papunta d2 sa shop.. naglakad lang aq... ang sarap maglakad sa umaga.. hek hek...anyways... sana maging ok ung araw q ngaun... well.. its time to go.. ciao! for now...

Acoustyle!

kanina galing ako s sm southmall hahahaha.. daming lovers! pumunta q dun para sana panuorin ung band ng pinsan q... "Acoustyle" name ng band nila... ciempre acoustic ang kanta nila, halata naman sa name d b? hahahahaha!!! anyways... sayang lang inde na2loy ung set nila ung mahal kng ate may sipon daw! so kumain n lang sa sm! by the way post q d2 ung ilang videos nila.. regular gigs nila sa "CAFE MARCELLO DASMA CAVITE, EVERY TUESDAY"...

who made my day?

wow finally umaga na! weee nice restday... sarap ma2log maghapon.. wala p pala aq 2log nag nap

lang aq mga 20 mins... anyways.. ang ganda ng tapos ng araw q kahapon... exactly 12 am nag pm

bgla c ate aya, sabi nia may gift cia sakin.... binigyan nia q ng pt 20 hihihihi... naalala daw nia aq

nung nagpunta cia sa mall malapit sa skul.. then buy nia ung load...natuwa ako sa binigay nia..

kasi meaning nun kahit papaano naalala nia pa ako.. napapangiti nga ako sa harapan ng pc

hehehe.. para akong tanga.. sabi pa ni ate aya " sana nakikita ko ung ngiti mo"

o ha ang sweet d b? astig! hays naku sobrang miss q na

ung mga happy and not so happy moments namin together... pero ciempre nid nia mag

concentrate sa skul...( go go go ate aya!) anyways... ate aya kung nababasa mo to' i wanna say

thank you.. not only for the load but for the smile that comes with it.. coz' naalala mo pa ako...

yab u po ate!

cia nga pala.. nag add ako d2 ng video sa blog q.. movies for everyone.. ung

maganda ung

quality.. para to' dun sa mga nabobored... every 3days papalitan q ung movie hihi... o pano

bye bye na ako.. have a great day everyone!

Art Works...

"Emoting"

"Fake"

"At Worlds End"

"Masks Colored"

what a day!

wew what a day! super boring hahahaha.... kanina 10 am n q nakauwi ng

bahay then 2log agad...( sabik talga s 2log nuh). pero nung mga bandang

3 pm nagising aq! damn! ang pangit ng panginip q.. nagpapatayan daw!

waaaaaa!!!! sa lahat p naman ng ayaw q ung nananaginip aq.. kasi naalala

q pa nung bata aq.. madalas pag nananaginip aq, nagkakatotoo ung panaginip q

that's 1 of the reasons kung bakit i always stay up late ( d n lang kasing

aminin na adik eh nuh? ).. pero na2loy naman 2log q hehehehe.. nga pala

pag gising q ng mga quarter to 4, walang pagkain!!! waaaaa!!1 gutom p naman

aq... e tinatamad p naman aq lumabas ( buti nga! har har!).. tapos

nakita q sa basket ni mama ung kamatis! hehehe ciempre inubos q ung kamatis hehe

sinawsaw q sa asin... sarap! then un pagpasok q naman d2 sa shop! f*ck ang baho!

amoy summer breeze.... ( amoy araw).. dami nag dodota mga college students..

mostly mga males..ung pang umaga.. ewan q ba kung mahina lang ung pang amoy..

or immune na sa ganung amoy.. (o baka naman nagtitipid?! hahahaha!) << pwede din lolx!

nag pa spray agad ako.... tapos ngaun damn! feeling q kumapit sa polo q ung amoy...

sarap maligo mamaya hehehe... pero oks lang may baon naman akong shirt!

ako pa! o pano alis n q ha! ei nga pala.. post q d2 ung ilang malufet n art works...

hope u like it guys! bb!

"Bottled up"

D2 n naman aq sa work as usual hehehehe.. kabisadong-kabisado ko na ang bawat sulok ng lugar na to'... pakiramdam ko nakakulong ako sa bote... kanina habang naliligo napasukan ng tubig ung ilong q ( parang bata lol).. naalala q ung feeling ng nag swimming sa pool... na miss q ung pakiramdam n nalutang... and nalulunud... when kaya aq makakapag swimming ulet? Maybe pag pinuno ng 2big etong bote? Pero paano mangyayari un... may takip ang bote! I nid someone to free me... pakibuksan po ang bote!!!!! Will u be kind enough to open the bottle for me?

Bakit ayaw ni franz ng kape.... ^_^

madaming nakakaalam na hindi ako nainom ng kape... madalas sinasabi ko na

ayoko ng lasa nito... ngunit ano nga ba ang totoong rason kung bakit hindi ako

nainom ng kape... d2 masaad ang totoong storya kung bakit ayoko ng kape,,,

nasubukan nio n bang uminom ng 1 cup of coffee with 6 pcs of pandesal as ur

breakfast and lunch? And take note 3 po kaming naghahati dun.. me, my lil' bro

and mama.... aking muling sasariwain ang aking nakaraan... noon... na walang

wala kaming pera.. isang umaga.. sa ibabaw ng papag.. nakahanda ang

pagkain.. na inutang ni mama sa bakery.. anim na pirasong pandisal ang nasa

aking harapan at c mama ay nasa lamesa nagtitimpla ng isang tasang kape...

humigop muna cia ng kaunti bago nia ibinigay sa amin ang tasa ng kape..

tinamisan iyon ni mama... ako naman sarap na sarap sa pagkaing nasa aking

harapan at kasalukuyang kinakain, ganun din ang aking nakababatang

kapatid... sarap na sarap kami sa aming kinakain... hindi kasi kami

naghapunan nung gabi,, kaya ganoon n lamang ang aming pagkasabik sa

pagkain na iyon...




this is the reason why I don't like coffee....i don't want to taste my bitter past... I

don't want it to be in my system anymore... I don't wanna see my mama's eyes to

be like that... ung tipong tinitignan nia kami... then awang -awa cia samin...

kape kape kape....

e2 na ako!!!!

Tuesday , restday q.. ciempre sarap m2log maghapon..... tuesday night, nagutom aq so nag drop by aq sa minute burger malapit sa guard house ng subdivision namin, umorder aq ng isang buy 1 take 1 n cheese burger at isang ice tea.. tapos habang niluluto ung order q.. napansin q ung isang white n van ( ung parang LBC ) nag park malapit sa tapat ng min. burger, sinerve na sakin ung order kong buy 1 take 1 na chiz burger at isang ice tea, habang kumakain bumaba ung 3 kalalakihan na sakay nung van, hawak nung isang lalaki ung 100 Php bill, malakas ung mga boses nila, binabudget maiigi kung panu gagastusin ung 100 pesos para sa pagkain at pang bayad ng pass dun sa guard house... nakikita q sa kanila n gutom at pagod na cla.. napagtanto ko na.. mas fortunate pa pala aq sa kanila... kasi sakin parang balewala lang ung halagang.. P37.50, na pinangkain q dun.. cla talagang todo budget pa.... nakakaawa.. pero that's life...

matalino talga c God.. hindi nia ginawang successful lahat ng tao.. merung mahirap.. merung mayaman... anu purpose nun? Ciempre para mag2lungan... tulungan nung nakakaluwag ung mga nahihirapan,... hmmm..i wonder.. cnu kaya pwede kong 2lungan.. ^_^

dumating ang wednesday... ciempre restday q ulet... sumaglit ako sa shop nung 10 pm.. damn.. bad3p maglaro.. ang baho! Amoy paa... feeling q parang na echo ung amoy sa ilong ko... may kurot.. para akong magkaka-migrane... pero ciempre.. cge net lang hahahaha!!!

thursday night wew! Kumikidlat sa labas.. wala lang kumikidlat lang hehehee... XD~

uy nga pala.. may nag dedicate sakin ng song... mymp- with you.. and take note
gurl po nagbigay nyan sakin.. ciempre kilig naman aq ulet hahahaha!!(uto-uto nga talga..)

c pillow nagbigay nyan! ( inuuto ka lang nun...)

E2 po pakinggan nio wakokok... wetwew!

update..

Hi I’m back finally! Sobrang bc ako and pagod sa work.. shet! D n nga aq nakikipag txt e.. i22log q n lang un… I miss this page xo xo xo xo much! =( anyways kahapon super daming tao dun sa main branch naming.. last duty q n din dun… 7:13pm feeling q inde q n kaya .. kasi pagod n talga… pero cge continue lang.. hehehehe… by the way merun ako bagong idadagdag d2 sa blog.. check nio n lang kung anu un hehehe… ^_^

wooo0o0o0ot!! what a day!

Sobrang nakakapagod ung araw q ngaun... nakakapagod and at the same time... wala sa tama ung mga bagay hehehe.. parang constellation n wala sa alignment... una, c shei masama lagay ng katawan.. d nia mapa2loy ung duty nya.. so ung boss q 2mawag ask nia if pwede aq mag-releive ciempre inde aq hihindi... ayun.. so aq nag take over sa duty nya.. umuwi aq samin agad para maligo and maagyos ng sarili... inabot din ng mga 1 oras un.. then balik n namn sa shop.. straight duty aq.. kakapagod pero ok lang..

ang masama n2 daming nangyaring kapalpakan.. una ung isa sa mga air-con namin.. ang hina ng buga.... may palagay aq n nagyeyelo n naman ung loob nun.. “d nga aq nagkamali”
tapos ung printer ng colored... shet may ipis dun sa loob! Kaya pala nung nag print aq ( first print q kanina) sumabog ung ink dun sa paper.. then pag tingin q sa ligod may paa at durug n katawan ng ipin.. cnilip q ung printer.. “d nga aq nagkamali”
nung binuksan n ung lahat ng comp. Ung isa dun ayaw mag boot, tapos ung isa hindi pa connected sa server.. ung isa sira mouse... haysss... ang masama p n2.. wala maxadong tao 2day... nakakalungkot at nakakapagod... =(
i-mention q din n ung pristontale namin cra d2... 2 pc's lang ang pwedeng laruan...

kakatapos q lang magdinner... 2 orders ng rice at liempo.. after having dinner.. nag smoke muna q... yes.. I do smoke.. every once in a while... pag pagod n q.. or when I really feel something not good inside... naninigarilyo aq.. it some what balance me.. minsan kasi ung paa q hindi maitapak sa lupa.. and minsan pakiramdam q, hindi q maihakbang ng maayos ang aking mga paa dahil sa nakalubog ito sa kalupaan... parang may humuhugot... ang sigarilyo... nilalapat nito ang paa q.. hindi nakalubog.. hindi nakalutang... isa lang ang tanong na nabubuo ngaun sa isip q...

“ano ang naghihintay sa dako paroon...”


chenis! Haha! Gudnyt...

ate nde po to' nursery...

Nice umaga na hahahaha!!! restday!!!!!!! wooooooooot!!!!! by the way kagabi may customer d2...
may kasamang batang maliit... ung bata ang likot... super! Kinakalabit ung mga customer.. tapos inaaway ung ibang bata na naglalaro d2 sa shop...ung kasama nyang matanda wala lang.. cge chat... ginawa pa kaming tigaalaga ng bata.. gusto q nga sabihin.. ma'am internet cafe' po ito.. inde nursery or inde children's playground... tapos nung mag out na... sabi b naman tawad daw ng 5Php.. hahaha kuripot amf... tumawad b daw...

by the way, may isa pang customer d2... hrm student ng perps... hmmm.. cute and chubby cia tapos balbon.. weeee w8 w8 w8 c lola ira binabasa ung mga tinatype q ngaun... hahahaha.... ( shy kunwari lols...) anyways, mabalik tayo dun sa hrm student... ang cute nya,, chubby tapos balbon,.,, hehehe actually gusto q cia... kaso nung nag out na dinagsa aq ng tao sa counter... (malas amf) inde q tuloy nakuha name or friendster nia... malas malasmalas...pero sabi nung kasama q babalik p daw un...tinitignan daw aq e... ( uto-uto k naman) hahahaha niloloko lang ata aq nung kasama q... pero ciempre... kilig naman aq nyahahahaha!!!! anywas gtg... madami pa kong gagawin.. ^^,

Rainy Days Playlist...

Hi.. i've decided n palitan ung music q d2 sa blog... pero since madaming may like nung old playlist d2 q n lang post... u can always listen to this... and ayoko din alisin to sa site q... coz i love it too... enjoy and relax...