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blogthings! ayun sa henyong gumawa ng blogthings e2 daw ang definition ng aking magandang pangalan....

What franz means....

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people...
but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

ewan q lang kung yan b talga aq hahahahahaha.....
if gusto nio din malaman kung anu ibig sabihin ng name nio... click nio lang ung link below.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

to the left, to the left

sobrang hit ung game na special force ngaun, kung saan na-hohook n din aq d2, ang ganda kaxe ng concept nung game, para talaga ciang counter-strike pero online, naalala q b4, pag pumasok ka sa isang comp. shop " it doesn't matter kung may i-net connection ka, as long as may counter-strike ka sa pc mo, for sure kikita shop mo."





d pa uso headsets nun, speakers uso dati, kahit tunug lata, oks na oks lang, tapos itotodo pa nung mga players. pagpasok na pagsok mo sa shop maririndi ka sa tunog nung mga baril na nagkakasahan at ung sounds sa counter-strike pag nag-purchase ng gamit, isma mo na ung " (radio)fire in my hole este in the hole pala".





matagal bago nawala ung dynasty ng counter-strike sa pinas, actually hanggang ngaun may mga naglalaro pa din n2, ang dominating so far d2 e ung DOTA/ Warcraft 3.





pagdating naman sa online games masasabi q na dominating na din ung Special Force, tama nga ung nakasulat sa posters and game cards nila...





"Counter Strikes Back!"





kahapon,nung isang araw and today, ang daming naglalaro ng SF d2 sa shop, masarap maglaro, pero mukhang mas masarap manuod ng mga naglalaro ng SF, 100% laugh trip talaga, pano ba naman kaxe sumusunod ung katawan nila dun sa movement nung char. nila... " to the left to the left", ung iba umaatras pa ung upuan pag naatras din ung char nila. ung iba naman nalapit pa talga ung mukha nila sa monitor, sumisilip talga, as in, nasilip hahahahahaha!!!!





i wonder if nasilip nga nila ung sinisilip nila... hmmmmm.....





magrerequest na pala aq ng upuan na may seatbelt, papaupuan q para lang sa mga nag-SF. Pagpasok ng shop,





franz_aning: " Gud morning/afternun/evening po mam/sir internet po or games?"


customer_whocares: " ahhh games"


franz_aning: " anu pong games nila?"


customer_whocares: "may sf keu?"


fran_aning: " ahh merun po, dun po keu sa upuang may seatbelt XD~"











Safety First.

Bye Bye M.C

BYE BYE LYRICS

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up some times
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
Theres so much more left so say
If you were with me today face to face

Chorus

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye) x3

Bye bye

And you never got a chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that
I held so tightI thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever


Chorus

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
“Miss you but I try not to cry”
As time goes by
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye bye bye bye bye) x3

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamma's, daddy's, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye, bye

ChorusI never knew I could hurt like this (I never knew it)
And everyday life goes on like (everyday of my life I wish)
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile” (I wish)
“Miss you but I try not to cry”As time goes by (I wish, I wish, I wish as time goes by)
And as soon as you reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And we were here next to you
It feels like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Its hard to say bye bye bye bye bye bye
So come on somebody sing it with me
Wave your hands up high
Hey hey, this if for my peoples who just lost somebody
So this is for everybody
You put your hand to the sky
'Cos we will never say bye bye)





habang n22log aq, naalimpungatan n lang aq then bgla q narinig ung song na to', i'm so into rnd slowjams talga, naka tune-in pala aq sa magic 89.9 the whole day. tapos d q namalayan naka2log pala aq, 4:00pm n q nagising. ganda ng song... tapos naalala q bigla c pillow fav. nia din ung mga ganitong song, so kinuha q ung cellphone na nasa tabi q then nag-txt aq sa knya, sinend q ung song title and artist, tapos d nagtagal nag-reply agad cia..



"cheh"



hahahahaha!!! alam q na meaning nun, tinulugan q pala cia habang nagttxt kame...



ok fine.

-Yosi Break

kagabi pa natatakan ung labi q sa sigarilyo kaya maya't-maya ang hawak nung mga daliri q sa lips q nakunwari may yosi aq nahinihithit, pero sa totoo kang iniiwasan q talaga magsindi ng yosi, ayaw q kaxe mangitim ung mga lips q...

dun pa naman patay na patay ung mga gurls d2...

naks aga manloko ng sarili.

para san pa ung name q na "franzredlips"

inuuto ka lang nung mga nagsasabi nun...

A few years back...

...I was so excited to meet that special someone who will make my life complete. I thought I had it all na kasi except forthat someone who will make me forget about my fears and heartaches.

Many times...I thought nakilala ko na siya...but many times I realizedthat hindi pala siya. I don't know kung hindi talaga siya para sa akinor ako lang yung may problema...dahil i just can't get contented withwhat I have.

Masaya lang kasi sa una...then after that, sunod sunod na ang away, kungwala namang away, wala namang thrill. And I end up getting tired ofhoping that tomorrow will make up for today...Finally, I decided thatmaybe its better to try my luck elsewhere, maybe, someone else's lovewill make me feel complete. Every woman wants a man who will make herfeel special...and treat her like she's everything in his life... He'salways busy...he doesn't have time for me. He promised to take me outfor dinner and movie and then biglang tatawag "B, sorry I can't take youout today, my boss asked me to work tonight, may hinahabol kasingdeadline. Nakakahiya naman pag hindi ko pagbibigyan. Hayaan mo I'll makeit up to you next time." And it happens all the time. I often end upspending the day crying in my room.

"Bakit gan'un, he doesn't care about me...I was looking forward to seehim today. Hindi ba niya ako namimiss?"

Kaya heto ako...I've made up mymind na...I'll give him what he wants...he probably won't miss meanyway. I'm always last sa lahat ng priorities niya. Im not important tohim at all. If he can't treat me right, somebody else will!

Mahimbing ang tulog niya...when he came home. D man lng niya akonapansin.

He gave me a kiss sa cheek and ginulo ang buhok ko...after thatdumeretso nasa kuarto at natulog. I won't wake him up anymore...susulatna lng ako...at parang isang panaginip...pagising niya wala na ako.

Dear Jake,

While you're reading this letter, wala na ako...you probably won't seeme again. I won't tell you the details anymore coz alam mo na yun. but Iguess you deserve to know why...Lately, I realized that this is not thekind of life that I want for myself..you know that I've been lonelymost of my life and I want to share my life with someone who won't takeme for granted, who will make me happy every second of my life. Forgiveme but I guess, hanggang dito na lng tayo. I just want you to know thatI love you and I want you to be happy too.

Maan

With tears in my eyes, I left the letter beside him para makita niyapaggising niya. And then I looked at him. Ang guapo guaponiya...napangiti ako...naaalala ko nung una ko siyang makilala. I metthis guy sa school nung college. Ang daming nagkakagusto sa kanya but Idon't know what he saw in me at ako ang niligawan niya kahit inaaway kosiya. I was scared of him before, para kasing playboy ang mukha...I wasbroken hearted at that time and getting hurt again was the last thing Iwanted. But then he was persistent and he was really nice to me. Atfirst, our relationship was extraordinary. wala akong masabi.

Nobody has ever treated me like that...kaya lang as time went by...weboth got busy and despite the fact that we both lived under one roof, weseldom spent time with each other. He buys me anything I want but Idon't really need anything...I just need him. But i guess, he changed alot since the first time we were together, siguro he fell out of loveand he just can't tell me...Ba't kasi kailangan pang magbago anglahat....kaya heto na naman ako, muling mag iisa.I didn't realize, I wasstaring at him for 3 hours.

Gumalaw siya and something fell off his hand---ballpen?! and then I sawa piece of paper sa tabi niya.. I was curious kaya binasa ko and it goeslike this...

Dear Maan,

For all the times that I have disappointed you, I'm really sorry. I knowI've been out of your sight often and that I always make you feel bad.Im really sorry.

want you to know that even though wala ako sa tabi mo...I'm alwaysthinking about you. You are the reason why I work hard. I want to giveyou everything in life because you deserve everything and I want you tobe happy. Kaya forgive me kung hindi tayo natuloy last week. I had towork double time para matuloy tayo ngayon. I know that you've alwayswanted to go south sa beach. I can't afford a house by the beach rightnow but I hope that I've made you happy today. I love you baby. I loveyou more than you'll ever know. Happy Valentines Day!

With lots of love,

Jake

What if hindi ko nakita ang letter na to? I could have committed thegreatest mistake of my life, letting go of someone who loves me the waythis man does. I will never forgive myself for thinking that he wasunfair, that he doesn't care, that he doesn't love me. I couldn't helpmyself but cry.

All the while, I was the one being unfair and selfish and I feel sostupid for failing to see what this man is doing for me. Valentines napala next week. I havent got anything for him yet...ahh alam ko na, fromnow on, hindi na ako mangungulit. I can wake up tomorrow and pretendthat nothing happened tonight. I placed his letter back under his pillowand I tore mine into pieces. Tapos, niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit. I loveyou, b. I whispered. He wrapped his arms around me at ginulo ang buhokko (gulat ako) I love you more he told me. And he laughed. He waswatching me all the time?! O, tapos naba ang drama mo? Kanina pa kitahinihintay. And he turned off the lights.

"Love is not a bed of roses and love is not a bed of nails. It is acombination of sadness and happiness..."

Billy, The Fireman

Stop telling God how big your storm is. Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is. In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.

The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?"

Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true."

Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said, "Look, we can do better than that. If you'll have your son ready at seven o'clock Wednesday morning, we'll make him an honorary fireman for the whole day. He can come down to the fire station, eat with us, go out on all the fire calls, the whole nine yards! And if you'll give us! his sizes, we'll get a real fire uniform for him, with a real fire hat-not a toy one-with the emblem of the Phoenix Fire Department on it, a yellow slicker like we wear and rubber boots. They're all manufactured right here in Phoenix, so we can get them fast." Three days later Fireman Bob picked up Billy, dressed him in his fire uniform and escorted him from his hospital bed to the waiting hook and ladder truck. Billy got to sit on the back of the truck and help steer it back to the fire station. He was in heaven. There were three fire calls in Phoenix that day and Billy got to go out on all three calls. He rode in the different fire engines, the paramedic's van, and even the fire chief's car. He was also videotaped for the local news program.. Having his dream come true, with all the love and attention that was lavished upon him, so deeply touched Billy that he lived three months longer than any doctor thought possible. One night all of his vital signs began to drop dramatically and the head nurse, who believed in the hospice concept that no one should die alone, began to call the family members to the hospital. Then she remembered the day Billy had spent as a fireman, so she called the Fire Chief and asked if it would be possible to send a fireman in uniform to the hospital to be with Billy as he made his transition. The chief replied, "We can do better than that. We'll be there in five minutes. Will you please do me a favor? When you hear the sirens screaming and see the lights flashing, will you announce over the PA system that there is not a fire? It's just the fire department coming to see one of its finest members one more time. And will you open the window to his room? About five minutes later a hook and ladder truck arrived at the hospital and extended its ladder up to Billy's third floor open window 16 firefighters climbed up the ladder into Billy's room. With his mother's permission, they hugged him and held him and told him how much they loved him. With his dying breath, Billy looked up at the fire chief and said, "Chief, am I really a fireman now?" "Billy, you are, and the Head Chief, God, is holding your hand," the chief said.

With those words, Billy smiled and said, "I know, He's been holding my hand all day, and the angels have been singing.." He closed his eyes one last time.

"Close...open... close,open"

"close....open....close,open.



close....open....close,open.



close....open....close,open."


e2 ung famous song na para sa mga babies.... madalas kinakanta to ng mga nanay para sa mga anak nila... sabay ung mga baby nag close-open ng kamay....



"close....open....close,open.

close....open....close,open.

close....open....close,open."



yan po ginawa nang butas ng pwer q buong gabi, simula ng pumasok aq sa work nung 5 nang hapon, tumae kasi aq kanina bago pumasok, tapos pagpasok ko... ang kati-kati ng wetpaks q...



"close....open....close,open.



close....open....close,open.



close....open....close,open."



para maibsan ang kati, yan ang tanging paraan na naisip q, hindi q kaxe cia magawang kamutin kaxe....



1.) Medyo masikip ung maong na suot q, at makapal din ung tela n2...



2.) lingon sa kanan, lingon sa kaliwa... kahit saang sulok aq ng tumingin merun tao...


pero salamat na lang sa panda ballpen, tunay na maasahan talga ang ballpen n2. ang malupet na special teknik! dumikit aq sa ref. ( patalikod ), meaning ung pwet q nakaharap sa ref... tapos dahan-dahan inabot ng ballpen ang aking kuyukot... hanggang sa ma-reach n2 ang tunay na target! haysssssssss................

sarap ng feeling.







"life is like posing for pictures, we pose the way we want to be seen by others... but stolen shots are better, they capture who we really are...."

Do you still remember...

Do you still remember the first time we met? I can still see it in my mind. The little boy wearing shorts, smiling at me from afar. That smile of yours that looked so sinister to me then. Can't help it. I used to hate boys. But you already know that don't you? I can still remember the way you tried to hide your tears when I "accidentally" hurt you during playtime. You returned the favor by making me squeeze out a couple of tears all those years I've known you. Nobody ever did that to me. And I don't think I'd let anybody do that either. I'd never let you... except that I could not help it. Do you remember the times when we'd sit under the tree near our school? The way we had our heads together, plotting and scheming? How we thought of ways on how to make you forget that you're in-love with my best friend? How you tried to make me fall in-love with your friend? Remember me smiling at you, laughing at your quips and your mean criticisms of the things I loved most? It's funny. I used to think you were evil, those times you were so nice to me. And now that you are being evil, I can't help but think only of nice things about you. Every time you hurt me, my mind just thinks of those times you'd actually give me a compliment or the times we'd sit under the same tree, thinking up plots for stories we were to write. But I guess I'm still not that "nice" to you. Whenever I'm not in the mood for thinking of how nice you could be, I insult you and hurt you in return. Only, I end up hurting myself even more.

Do you still remember the times you'd join me for a walk? You'd wait for me after class and then off we'll go, nowhere in particular, following the path that our feet set for us. It was the most blissful time of the day for me, walking beside you, wishing, hoping we can do this forever, even as I listened to your litany of how much you loved her, how you didn't want to and how you can't help it. I perfectly understand how you feel. I know what it's like to love someone you don't want to love and yet can't help loving. I know because I love someone too. Someone who I know is trying his best to be dense so as to "save our friendship". Someone who tries his best to let me forget what I feel by being so mean. Someone who tries to make me fall in-love with someone else, not knowing that all his efforts were futile because I loved him even more.

You understood me. You told me once that you knew me more than I knew myself. Looking back, I guess you did. And I understood you too. Maybe not completely, but I did. I saw beyond the mask you held up for the world to see. It's been so long. So long, and yet I can still remember as if it was yesterday. I don't think I will ever forget. You were a part of me, a part that I will continue to carry with me till my last days on earth. It's been so long now, we could never bring back what we had before. You went your way and I went mine. I doubt that our paths will ever meet again. I guess I just wrote to thank you for all you've been to me, for everything you have given me. Sorry nothing worked out the way we planned. I guess that's just how things are sometimes.

Thank you. Sorry. Goodbye. I want you to know that I'll always love you. I know in your own way you've loved me too. I'm not hoping for anything... I've stopped doing that a long time ago. Maybe someday we'll meet again. Maybe... I'll worry about it when it happens. If there's one thing I've learned from you, I've learned to stop worrying about tomorrow and be happy for today. Take care of yourself. We may not be together, but I will be here..

Howie Day

Wala ko maisip na title hehehehe...

Ok ung mga nangyari sakin kagabi,… naglaro c dredd and ian sa shop.. inaantay aq mag out… anung merun? Magpapakain “daw” c dredd… ( goodthing nagpakain naman), dapat sa gregorio’s carindebar kami , kaxo close ung place… kaya dumeretso kame sa chowking, sa may times, then dun kame nag dinner… habang nagdidinner aq topic!!!! Wahahahahaha!!!! Pinagsasabihan aq nung dalawang fairy god mother… for the 1st tym aq naging topic… after nun nag kanya kanyang way na ulet kame… thnx sa dinner! Nabusug aq ^^,

ang swerte nung mga naka-smart, nung friday nag start ung freetxt nila & pag nag-subscribe ka naman sa Unli20, 1 day unlimited txt + "100 freetxt" msgs. from other neworks, indi q alam kung cra ung system nila or pamigay lang sa mga customers nila, pero thnx pa din! pero kagabi around 1:30 ka-txt q c pillow, bglang nag check op. aq.. tapos ang maliligayang araw ng mga mapagsamantalang fingers!

bagong gupit pala aq ngaun 2X2, clean-cut! OldSkul Style! panu kasi matagal n kong sinisita sa buhok q, lalo na at naka long-back pa naman aq, no choice, nagwowork kasi aq e!
dami pa namang na i-inlove sa buhok q.... d b ate shei? ^__^

may bagung playlist na naman akong idadagdag sa blog, Howie DAy, hope u like it guys! abangan nio n lang sa nxt post!

may load n naman pala aq sa PT ( pristontale online), thnx to pillow, love talga aq nun! ( asus... tama n bola franz, may load k n e..) balak q n talga iwanan ung game, kaya lang mahirap iwan ung bagay na naging part n ng daily routine mo for years, pero nagn inde n q 100% adik mode, natutunan q n ung bagay na dapat qmatutunan.

" ANG LAHAT NG SOBRA AY MASAMA...."

e2 ung game na nilalaro q ngaun, pampalipas oras....

SPECIAL FORCE ONLINE




e2 po ung main site....

http://www.mygame.ph/

wala pong game-time load yan, kaya ok laruin pampalipas oras... name q dyan.. pobrengpinoy.

then e2 ung isa kong game na inaabangan

CABAL ONLINE

e2 po ung main site...

http://www.cabal.com.ph

pero d po aq mag adik-mode d2... lalaruin ko to para gawing bread and butter ung game, para sa madaling salita... gusto q pagkakitaan ung game.. hehehehe... ciempre kung anu ang bago at uso, mahal... total sa mga Ol Games aq magaling, might as well pagkakitaan q n un... hehehehe.... goodluck nlang... COMING SOON... pa naman ang cabal e... ^_^

I ran into a stranger as he passed by....

....."Oh excuse me please." was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye.But at home a different story is told, how we treat our loved ones, young and old.Later that day, cooking the evening meal, my son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the children you love, you seem to abuse. Go look on the kitchen floor, you'll find some flowers there by the door." "Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself; pink yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, and you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

By this time, I felt very small, and now my tears began to fall. I quietly went and knelt by his bed; "Wake up, little one, wake up," I said. "Are these the flowers you picked for me?" He smiled, "I found 'em out by the tree." "I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue." I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway." I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."



























"Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?..."

Alive! Alive! (lolX)

Weeee!!! I’m back I’m back! Sorry guys… well.. nhihirapan aq sa update q d2 sa blog… kaxe sobrang busy talaga sa work… merun man akong time sa harapan ng pc… d q naman alam kung panu-execute ung mga bagay n gusto q isulat… ng dmi kong mga personalities n na-meet, ung iba dati ko nang kilala na meet ko ulet ung iba naman mga bagu lng….l
ike ate aya ( sa wakas na meet q n ung singkit!), weds. Nyt un (april 2!)dinner date! Venue? Rob. Mla. Pero dpat talga sm mla. Un nga lang suggest ni ian n dun n lang sa rob mla. , meeting place naminsa nat’l bookstore ( sabi kaxe ni ate aya dun n lang daw e) tapos may challenge p cia sakin, try q daw kung makikilala q cia agad… swerte q lang nakilala q cia agad! ( napaka rare ng beauty ni ate aya! ) *blush*
that nyt ciempre late kami! Nyahahahahaha!!!! Pero good thing late din c ate aya wahahahahah, mga 15 mins. Earlier lang ca samin!( o ha bait naming d b?!)tapos sa jap. Resto kame kumain after nun deretso sa movies!!!! SHUTTER ung pinanuod naming, ang ganda nung movie… tapos merun part dun na ung lalaki biglang lumingon patalikod ung dalawa napaatras sa upuan… hahahaha….ramdam q ung paggalaw ng upuan e. ang adik pala ni ate sa pagkuha ng pic pati sa loob ng sinehan kumua pa din! Paglabas naming ng sinehan dumaan muna kame saglit sa loob ng skul nila,… ganda ng skul nila… daming puno… tapos ramdam m ung kalumaan dun… (U.P)
this time d n kayo mabibitin ulet sa mga stories! Ang dami ko nang ipopost d2…

~ pobrengpinoy



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17:28 Local Version

Summer death and milk

"it was summer when my lolo died, 1 thing na nakakapag paalala sakin kay lolo e ung glass of

MILK

milk,... yes milk!
sa lahat ng tao cia lang ang nakapag painum sakin ng gatas hehehe... d q alam kung bakit ganun
ung lasa ng gatas na tinitimpla ni lolo, masarap ung gtas ni lolo, mainit pala magtimpla un inde
malamig, pagmalamig n kaxe ung gatas inde q na iniinom un... sabi ni mama dati dinuduraan daw
ni lolo ung gatas kaya masarap un hahahha ewan q lang kung totoo, pero tinanung q c lolo dati
panu cia magtimpla, sabi nia damihan q lang daw ung gatas.... ung alaska powder pala ung
tinutukoy q... "

Pain is a constant companion and isn't a very good one. I try to reason with it, and I end up feeling miserable. I cannot help but think about you. You who had so much to give and share with me.
Even when I was young, you were a constant figure. You were there to see me grow up. I cried, I laughed, I learned, and you were there to guide me. With your gray hair and chunky glasses, I would watch you think and brood, and your sudden smile would light up your face as quickly as it came.
That is the very thing I love about you. Your smile.
I think about the times I missed being with you. So many years have passed since I saw you again, and for a brief moment, I imagined you not being in my life. I wanted to cry. But I knew you would be there, as you always were. The gray hair has turned to white, and with that came a wiry frame that was fragile. Still the eyes were as vibrant as ever, and a mind that was well-running.
You taught me to be strong and live for my dreams. With your voracious hunger for knowledge you taught me to love learning; always telling me that knowledge is a constant thing. You were so strong, so wise and your presence was always a comfort. I always loved being by your side. You always gave me a hug when I felt down. I never loved crowds, and you always seemed to understand that, not pressuring me to joining the others or pretend to have a good time.
I get lost in the books you taught me to read. Those books which you gave me to learn more about the world, to never give up on things, to help me know myself and more. I read them constantly, ever so often reminded of the things you taught me. You always loved books.
You never said much, but I always knew that every time we saw each other, you were glad to see me. As I always am glad to see you.
I remember you with a teary face and a wistful smile. My pain is more insistent as I try to hold on to the hope that you will pull through this, like the strong person that you are.
I love you, Lolo.

A year ago...

A YEAR AGO today, I had lunch with my boyfriend and took the opportunity to complain to him.”Today is Valentine's Day. Why didn't you give me any flowers?” He raised his eyebrow. “Why should I give you flowers? You are not my anyone.””Then... you should at least give me a card!” I pouted my lips, hurt by his tone. “I know, I know. After lunch, I'll send you an e-card.” “E-card??” That sounds so impersonal, but that's the way he is. “You have to e-mail it to me. I'll be waiting.” I excitedly smiled and planned to sneak home after lunch to check e-mail. Even though he wouldn't use any romantic words, I still looked forward to the card. “I'm going back to work. Hurry and send me the card!” As soon as I walked in my door, I turned on my computer and got online. Staring at the empty inbox, I began to reminisce about how we met. Maybe no one will believe me, but my boyfriend and I were actually neighbors. Our homes were only 1 wall away. Ever since we were kids, we liked to fight with each other all day long. We were only neighbors. At that time, I hated my parents for making us live next to him. At that time, I had a crush on a senior. After a while, I found out that the senior student had lots of girlfriends. When I cried about it, he silently p*censored*ed me a handkerchief and awkwardly held me in his arms. “I told you he wasn't any good” He roughly comforted me. I cried in his arms the whole night, and began to see him in a different way. Things began to change between us. We still fought all the time, but he started to look at me differently. And I blushed and my heart beat faster when he was near. We both knew: we fell in love with each other. Even with this knowledge, neither of us said anything. Even though we would not be able to resist and kissed each other constantly. Even though we cared about each other's every moves. Both of us refused to admit our love. Alright, we became lovers, but we still wouldn't say we loved each other. We didn't even spend Valentine's Day together until he saw me share dinner with a man one Valentine's Day. That night, he waited for me in front of my door and said that he would take me out to dinner on Valentine's Day from then on. I have to say that he was very arrogant. But I nodded and accepted his request. Since then, we spent every Valentine's Day together. On the surface, we may have left each other. But in reality, we were still together. We spent every Valentine's Day together but each year became more dreary than the next because he never told me he loved me even with all my hints. Still facing the empty inbox, I suddenly grew very angry. He wouldn't say it and wouldn't send me a card. What did he mean? Who did he think I was? I called his cell phone. “Hello.” He picked up the phone. “I didn't receive the card.” I immediately showed my displeasure. “You didn't receive it?” He seemed really busy. “But I sent it.” He was really busy but I didn't care. “I didn't receive it. Send it again.” “Okay, I'll send you 100 times. Is that good enough??” He said with impatience. His tone further infuriated me. Is that how lovers speak to each other? “Don't bother sending it to me. And you don't have to pick me up tonight. I'll eat dinner by myself.” “Don't be childish, ok? I'm really busy.” “I AM childish!” I hung up the phone and tears rolled down my cheeks. Childish?? Why didn't he consider the situation? We've gone out for so many years and spent countless Valentine's Day together. I never received any flowers nor cards from him. Now, I just want a little e-card. Is that too much to ask for?? I unplugged the phone from the wall and turned off my cell phone. I didn't want to hear his explanations. After I returned to the hospital, I instructed the receptionist not to forward me any phone calls. I wanted to concentrate on work. Because there were so many emergencies today, I was sweating 1 hour later and forgot about our argument. “Dr. Shu, please take a look at that patient.” As I was collecting my equipment, the shrill sound of an ambulance sounded outside the ER. When I stepped out the door, the emergency medics hurriedly wheeled in a gurney. “What happened to him?” I asked the 1st medic. Everyone else were trying to help put the patient on the gurney. He was covered with blood.”Car accident.” The medic replied. “Very serious. He may die.” I nodded and ran to the operating room with them. When I arrived, the nurses told me that the man had already stopped breathing and also his heartbeat also stopped. “Prepare for shock.” I calmly instructed the nurses. Saving people is our duty. We can't and shouldn't lose our calm. But when I saw who laid on the operating table, I lost my calm. That person was my BOYFRIEND! “NO...” I stood in shock. “NO!!!” I grabbed the paddles and continuously shocked his body. His body bounced up and down from the shocks. The scared nurses went to find another doctor, to tell him that I was crazy. I didn't know if I was crazy or not. I just wanted to save my lover. Even though we fought all the time. Even though he never showed me his love. I still wanted to save him. He still owed me a card. He couldn't die! I threw away the paddles and began to press on his heart. I pressed with all my strength, hoping it would revive him, but he didn't wake up. He didn't even say “It hurts”. He just laid there with his eyes closed, punishing me with his silence. Dr. Jian angrily pushed me away. By that time, I couldn't see clearly anymore. I cried. I wailed. I bowled until no sounds could come out of my mouth. “It's too late, Dr. Shu. He's already dead. I'm sorry.” Dr. Jian patted me on the shoulder. They knew each other and ate together once. I introduced them. “He can't die.” I shook my head. “He can't die!!” I struggled to run to him. “Dr. SHU, control yourself!” Dr. Jian slapped me. “I understand what you're going through, but you're a doctor.” Yes, I'm a doctor, but I'm also a regular person. How can Dr. Jian understand how I feel? I've loved him for so many years that it's become a habit. How can I just throw away a habit? Besides, he still owed me a card. “I want him to live! I want him to live!” I ran to him again and tried to knock the life back into his body. “Take her away!” That day, I lost my control and my professionalism. And that day happened to be Valentine's Day. Afterwards, I asked his co-workers why he left work early that day. They told me that after I hung up the phone, he tried to call me several times but couldn't reach me. Worried, he drove to the hospital to find me and got hit by a large truck on the way. When I heard this, I froze. My tantrum killed him. Just because of an unsent card, he died. After that, I lost my privilege to be childish. Like an abandoned cat, I couldn't even cry anymore. After his death, I couldn't cry anymore, regardless of how touching the plot or how tear-jerking the dialogue. They didn't affect me anymore. I turned on computer after a year later, even though I know no one will send me a mail, I still hoped that someone will remember me on this day. GOSH....I have.... 100 emails! Who would be bored enough to send me 100 junk mail? I was just about to delete them all when I received another mail, and this one said. “Because of system error, we could not send these until today. We apologize for the delay.”The sender was my BOYFRIEND!!! I looked at the 1st mail. It showed the send date is last year's Valentine's Day. My heart began to beat fast. Could he have sent these? With a trembling hand, I opened the mail. The first thing that popped up was a gorgeous red rose set against green leaves. Then a beautiful melody began to play....”Only Love”. I couldn't believe it. The rose was so beautiful and the music was so dreamy. I almost thought I was in a fantasy. Most touching of all were the words underneath the rose, because the words read like a beautiful poem. “Only love can make a memory. Only love can make a moment last. You were there and all the world was young and all it's songs unsung. and I remember you then when love was all, all you were living for, and how you gave that love to me....” The lyrics of this song fits our love so closely. When he was alive,my world was so young. Every day, I could find a something different to fight with him about. But after he left, my life is only left with memories and coldness that will never go away. When I read these words, my tears unconsciously came, wetting the keyboard. I replied 100 times, and “Only Love” played 100 times. In this cold Valentine's night, the line that's been broken for LAST ONE YEAR finally got RECONNECTED.

“ Love doesn't start and end the way we seem to think it does. It has nothing to do with what you expected, but on how well you handled the relationship…”

Story of the day...

On Sand and Stone

Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.

" They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:

"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him,

"After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied:

"When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it.

" LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them...

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nio binayad nia sakin...

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dun q lang nakita hahahah, nakakaloko kaxe may naalala aq dun sa bata...

Me, myself and i

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The Best of Goo Goo Dolls...

Luther Vandross

LUTHER VANDROSS

April 20, 1951 – July 1, 2005

Celebrating the extraordinary artistry and impact of the legendary superstar, J, Epic, and Legacy Records will join in the release of The Ultimate Luther Vandross on August 22nd. A first-of-its-kind, career spanning collection, the eighteen-track album is drawn from the multi-talented singer/songwriter and producer’s recordings for both J Records and Epic Records. The CD will include two previously unissued cuts, “Shine” (produced by Jimmy Jam & Terry Lewis), the first single from the album and “Got You Home.” “Shine” is already being blasted on the airwaves as radio stations across the country have jumped the gun and added it prior to its official impact date of June 19th. The overwhelming response from radio programmers includes comments from “it’s the hottest adult song of the year” to “it’s another great record from Luther!”

The Ultimate Luther Vandross features all of Luther’s chart topping singles including the Grammy-winning No. 1 pop/R&B smash, “Dance With My Father,” the title track for Luther’s 2003 platinum-plus J Records album; 1989’s Grammy-winning Epic hit, “Here And Now” and “Endless Love,” Luther’s 1994 million-selling duet with Mariah Carey. The CD also includes J hits “Take You Out” and “I’d Rather” and Epic ‘80s and ‘90s singles, “Never Too Much,” “Give Me The Reason,” “Any Love” and “Power Of Love/Love Power.”
The powerhouse album also reprises such Vandross classics as “A House Is Not A Home,” “Wait For Love” and “Superstar/Until You Come Back To Me” alongside key album cuts such as Luther’s 2003 duet with Beyonce, the cover of the Roberta Flack/Donny Hathaway classic “The Closer I Get To You,” “Buy Me A Rose” and “Think About You,” all taken from Luther’s last studio album.

Luther Vandross was undeniably one of the most significant vocalists of our time. Since the 1981 platinum-selling release of Never Too Much, Luther’s recording career spanned over two decades and resulted in a lifetime of chart topping hits. Through the 1980’s, he recorded a string of platinum albums, including Forever, For Always, For Love, Busy Body and The Night I Fell In Love. He scored his first Grammy Award in 1989 with “Here And Now.” 2003’s Dance With My Father received 4 Grammy Awards and has generated worldwide sales exceeding 3 million copies. Collectively, Luther’s body of work has sold in excess of 30 millions records worldwide, winning eight Grammy Awards, numerous Soul Train, BET, NAACP Image Awards and American Music Awards.

The release of The Ultimate Collection just over a year after his death is a solid reminder of the creativegenius, soulful magic and sheer artistry of Luther Vandross, an unforgettable presence and one of the most influential vocalists of our time.

Broken...

"BrOkEn"

I shouldn't have fallen in love with you If we knew it hurts so much Along the journey of love Why our love is so painful I shouldn't have asked for your love My greed caused you heartbreak If I forget.... then it would be alright I'm saying good-bye with a word of thanks I'll let you go As you wished I'll live with smile pretending to be happy To live in that way to forget every single day If that is for you I'll try I feel so guilty to fall in love with you I can't wipe out our love Despite putting it aside many many times I hate Heaven who let us meet Why she sent you to me knowing it'll end up like this I'll let you go If it's your wish I'll pretend to be happy and live with a smile To live in that way to forget every single day If that is for you I couldn't say a word when you leave I wouldn't want to be a burden to you For I'm just not good enough To be able to fill your happiness.

Even if I can't see you, I can feel you. Even your love and even your happiness. In the end, I've shown you off again. Regretully, regretfully I'm like this. I hate that you left without a word, and although I pray everday to hate, all I think about is you. Even if ten years or a hundred years pass or if a thousand years pass I can't forget you. Even if ten years or a hundred years pass Waiting for you, to me, is the easiest thing. Although I pray that my well-being, that maybe even my well-being would vaguely reach you, and though I hate you and pray everday to hate you, All I think about is you. Even if ten years or a hundred years pass or if a thousand years pass I can't forget you. Even if ten years or a hundred years pass Waiting for you, to me, is the easiest thing. We never had enough time to love and so I erase those times and even if I erase it you're still there. What in the world do you want me to do? I'm quite attach. You're not going to come back. And like a fool I'm going to wait. Even if ten years or a hundred years pass or if a thousand years pass I can't forget you. Even if ten years or a hundred years pass Waiting for you, Waiting for just you,

Even if I'm smiling, they become tears.